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 VICTIM OF HIV

Spending so many nights just tossing and turning during the midnight hours, restless. 2:00 am, here I am looking at the wall confused. Looking into the mirror seeing a reflection of me. Ashamed, I am! Very Ashamed of me! I was inside a body I no longer wanted to be attached too. So much was wrong, I needed a way out. I had no solution to my problems. The puzzle was just too hard to solve. I was fighting a battle in silence that I could no longer fight alone.

      All the energy I had left was draining from under my feet. I was drifting away. After taking so many deep breaths, after having so many sleepless nights. I asked myself, “What is wrong with me?” Something was wrong inside of me and every day that became clearer and clearer. My life was indescribable distorted. I could no longer breathe, twisted with false hope. 

      Facing the truth was all I had left to do. I took a moment to ask myself a question. Yelling in agony, “What! What is wrong with little old me?” I began to reply to myself whispering, “I am that girl that was mistreated by the man I trust, the man I loved, I was mistreated by some family and friends. I am the girl that is left dying inside and out.” 

      At times, my enemies were all I had to feel sorrow for me. In the mix of it all, I was like a shadow no one could see but me. A shadow filled with a huge secret. Fear covered my mind as I imagined being disowned.Preparing for the worse. “I am ready to”, screaming out loud. I am ready to reveal the truth at all cost. I am ready to tell my family, friends, teachers, and the world.  ©Copyrighted 2018 Latosha Faulkner

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